I am in the bar now. It rocks. I actually enjoy work now, which is a nice change. I like that there is a bartender who is very good. I like competition. I don’t like to see my football team play a scrub team. I want them to go against the best. I don’t want my squad to maneuver against a bad OPFOR, what’s the point. I want whoever I am working with or against to be the best. Right now I am not that great in the bar, but given time I will give the other bartenders a run for their money.
If my peabrain can memorize the friggin drinks.
I have not been doing well in other areas. I sleep too damn late and have not read all that I want to read. I’ve been asking the Gods for personal growth. Well, I am getting my wish and my persona and my shadow selves are at war. What will emerge? I do not know.
I am anxious to see what the new congress will be like. I think that Nancy Pelossi, Howard Dean, John Kerry, and Teddy Kennedy are all idiots. But I did note one positive thing, and that is the day after the elections there were lots of posts and emails from environmentalists with a positive tone. Perhaps we can roll back some of the changes made to the NW Forest Plan and build on the Clinton Roadless Area plan. I hope so.
I’ve tried writing a few times, but the cats are monsters! I actually had to put them in the bedroom and close the door! They are such mooches!
This week I will workout and meditate regularly. I’ll eat better instead of Taco Bell every night. I’ll also quit drinking so much after work and put that money toward a new iPod. And on my day off I’m gonna spend some quality time with Eliza. Oh yeah… and write more.